fortunate and grateful

I know it's not Thanksgiving and I don't usually do this kind of thing (and should be writing a paper) but I'm feeling extra lucky tonight so here are a list of some of the things that I am fortunate and grateful for having.

1. A roof over my head and bed (and blankets) to sleep in
2. Food in my fridge and stomach
3. Family that supports me, spoils me and puts up with me
4. Quality friends whom I can run to and trust with my life
5. A boyfriend who loves me, cooks for me and wants to see me succeed
6. Employment at a job where my boss sincerely cares and is very understanding and flexible
7. An education even though I don't treat it like I should
8. Technology and the money to pay for it
9. You because you're taking the time to read this

What are you thankful for? = )

so dry

... that it's painful.

= )

I'm happy, how are you? = )

Hectic

September is one of the busiest months for us students. School is really freaking me out. I'm taking the last class for my Marketing Management Diploma while taking 3rd and 4th year classes for my Bachelors of Business Admin. Every one of my classes makes me realize that this is not what I want; this is not what I'm passionate about, not even close. All my classmates are so eager to learn and get out into the real big bad business world. Langara is now offering some Display and Design classes to Arts and Science Students. Part of me wants to take them but I've already got all my electives filled up since I did a whole year of Arts and Science courses. All through elementary and high school, I thought I would be doing some thing artistic. I don't know what happened, what's happening or what will happen.

In addition to taking four classes four days a week, I decided to work as well. I can't work 30 hrs/week for that much longer. I'm always tired and have no free time. I'm scared that even after this hectic month that I won't have time for all the people in my life. What if I don't have time to be with anyone?

Baby I

Amy Millan: Baby I

no one

It feels like no one of my friends actually want to talk to me.

He wants me to do him favour after favour; he does not recognize that I'm obviously getting pissed. He always makes it into me to make him feel better about himself; he ignores when I'm upset and need cheering up. He barely saw me, only talks to me when hes bored at work and ignores when I'm feeling bad about myself. He likes to pretend that he's dead and think it's funny. He likes to be non verbal and push away. She tells me that I'm rude, take things away from me, and make me feel bad when I know for a fact that I shouldn't. She wants to not bring up issues and ignore me when I do; my reward for trying to help is being down one friend?

Am obviously not a good friend or some friggen shiz. I'm going to go crawl in a hole by myself now, bye.

take a ride on the Andy Cycle

Hero's needs to start showing this Ando. Everyone should follow James Kyson Lee on Twitter. Even with clothes, he looks pretty damn good. They should show more of him and then have Peter & Claire kill each other.. for realsies.

That's it for today. Have a good night ya'll.