Sucks

This has been a terrible week and it's lingering. My heart isn't a happy place anymore. Everything just .. sucks, I don't know what other word to use. My nose hurts from blowing it and my eyes hurt from crying. I'm having trouble fall asleep cause I can't stop thinking. People have got me wondering if I'm a good friend, if I'm a good person, if I'm an ugly person. The weird thing is that I still care, despite feelings towards me, I would still be there. I'm not sure how long this feeling is going to last anymore though.

I'm very thankful for those in my life and by my side. He is so good to me and things are just better when he's around.