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I'm happy, how are you? = )

Hectic

September is one of the busiest months for us students. School is really freaking me out. I'm taking the last class for my Marketing Management Diploma while taking 3rd and 4th year classes for my Bachelors of Business Admin. Every one of my classes makes me realize that this is not what I want; this is not what I'm passionate about, not even close. All my classmates are so eager to learn and get out into the real big bad business world. Langara is now offering some Display and Design classes to Arts and Science Students. Part of me wants to take them but I've already got all my electives filled up since I did a whole year of Arts and Science courses. All through elementary and high school, I thought I would be doing some thing artistic. I don't know what happened, what's happening or what will happen.

In addition to taking four classes four days a week, I decided to work as well. I can't work 30 hrs/week for that much longer. I'm always tired and have no free time. I'm scared that even after this hectic month that I won't have time for all the people in my life. What if I don't have time to be with anyone?

Baby I

Amy Millan: Baby I

no one

It feels like no one of my friends actually want to talk to me.

He wants me to do him favour after favour; he does not recognize that I'm obviously getting pissed. He always makes it into me to make him feel better about himself; he ignores when I'm upset and need cheering up. He barely saw me, only talks to me when hes bored at work and ignores when I'm feeling bad about myself. He likes to pretend that he's dead and think it's funny. He likes to be non verbal and push away. She tells me that I'm rude, take things away from me, and make me feel bad when I know for a fact that I shouldn't. She wants to not bring up issues and ignore me when I do; my reward for trying to help is being down one friend?

Am obviously not a good friend or some friggen shiz. I'm going to go crawl in a hole by myself now, bye.

take a ride on the Andy Cycle

Hero's needs to start showing this Ando. Everyone should follow James Kyson Lee on Twitter. Even with clothes, he looks pretty damn good. They should show more of him and then have Peter & Claire kill each other.. for realsies.

That's it for today. Have a good night ya'll. 

Uno and Whistler

On Thursday, I chilled out on our new patio furniture with some beers, Phil and Sam. We soon pulled out the Uno because I love it (not so much Phil hhah). Jess also joined us later. After a few rounds, it came down to Sam and Phil. I loved the smack talk haha it was worth getting a little bored for not getting to play. I was a little nervous because who ever built our patio didn't do it very well, there are many cracks between the boards of wood. I can't bear losing even one Uno card! 

When Sam won a game, she went on my laptop and tried to

 play around wi

th Photo Booth. The light was difficult to handle with the special backgrounds haha as clearly proven by this photograph. She tried for a really long time, I have to give her props for effort. After Phil left, we went inside to try some more. This one is supposed to be us on a roller coaster in case you're wondering why we posed like that haha or not, we're fun like that = )  We tried multiple light settings and still did not get very good shots so we decided to go upstairs so I could pack for Whistler. 

Whistler was pretty fun. The first thing we did was go to The Amsterdam Pub to have some delicious 

nachos. They were hugeeee and very filling. Jess had a Mediterranean pizza but it wasn't that good. It was just like a greasy cheese pizza. They didn't have any Strongbo for Sam so she had a water, Coke for Meghan (I can't really remember but I assume she had a Coke), Heni for Jess and a Growers Peach Cooler for me.  Then we went to IGA to get cake and the liquor store of goods. I discovered that Meghan also has a love for Soho and 7s. = ) We also hung out with Tayla = ) went to the pool = ) had a beavertail = ) played Uno = ) The bus ride back was a lot better than they one on the way there. It was emptier so we all got two seats to ourselves. Then PDawg drove us home (Sam and I to White Spot). It was all good stuff = )

new obsession

• I bought the first season of Six Feet Under a while ago because it was on sale at HMV. HBO shows are friggen expensive. I watched it in two days and immediately became obsessive, as I do with many things. Due to a lack of cash flow, I'm now watching the second season online. Let the sleepless nights begin. I like dark comedies. Speaking of, is The Riches still on? I've been waiting a while for it to start up again on showcase. I also discovered that there is a book... Anyway, I like the shows little day dream sequences and musical bits when everyone breaks out in song = ) Plus Gio from Ugly Betty is in it = )



• I've always heard good things about Dexter and now I have to watch it even more because Michael C Hall from Six Feet Under is in it. Apparently he is married to the lady who plays his sister on Dexter, is that kind of weird? My life consists of lots of television. I also still have Mad Men to watch, but I'm waiting to watch it with Sam. Imagine if I had HBO, I'd never leave home. 



• Jess finally watched Hangover, I watched it again with her. Was not as good as the first time I watched it but better in the sense that we did not have to go to a different theater and still sit in the third row. I think my favourite scene was when Ed Helms sang on the piano, I was waiting for him to sing the whole time = ) I was scared that the character Allan was going to annoy Jess because she doesn't like stupid people. She found him to be amusing though, I was glad. I'm excited for The Hangover 2, I hope the character Doug is in it more, he was pretty cute.